"Love Bites, Love Bleeds...."
 sometimes we hurt those we care about most.

So yeah, here I am again....my life got a little off track and out of perspective for awhile. I don't know what was the matter with me, when I had other options. I am so sorry for what I had done to my dear friends and family especially one in particular....Ben. I care about him very much and I want him and everyone else to know that I'm very sorry for how I treated him over the past few months. I hope he finds it in his heart to forgive me, we were together for too long and went through too much to just go our separate ways. I miss him alot, and I hope that he knows it. If you are reading this ben, i'm sorry, I really want to talk to you on the phone and see how you have been. Thats all for now, see everyone again soon.